Felix Oliver Trix

Uh oh. You guys. If I don't upload a video that is at least 7 minutes long (and has my a certain percent of my body and face visible as well as my own voice for 75% of the time... I have made that mistake before...) my account will be DEMONETIZED. Lol. Okay. @PH: you recently reached out to ~models~ because you wanted feedback on how to be less shitty... Gotta say, periodically threatening people is one great way to make them actively loathe you. It feels a bit like going up to a homeless person and telling them they're late on their property taxes. I honestly have no monetized content, so nothing to lose, but if I did I would absolutely take it down instead of kowtowing. If a video I made is getting views, you're still getting ad revenue from it, even if I NEVER upload a single thing again. Further, this sort of policy just makes me want to show how it actually encourages weird ass behaviors to tiptoe around the rules (like videos you see now with people standing, naked and erect on camera while hentai plays projected on their wall). How much of my body? How much of my voice? How many minutes? Really? And that's all you require, huh? Get ready for some weird shit.

On today's episode of "Pornhub needs to hire someone who actually knows how to use computers": I can't look at one of my own photos because it is "unavailable in my country".

Lol I discovered a new banned word. It's a number. You can't even say numbers here. Nice. I was referring to votes but of course I could be a predator. 

So I haven't profited off of this work. In fact, I've literally lost money buying the generic, cheap, GoPro knockoff I got (which I literally wouldn't otherwise use for anything). From ads and sales (and 0 tips or whatever else is optional) I have made about $10 over a period of more than a year. Granted, I haven't exactly been hustling. I'm chronically and severely fatigued, don't have good reliable electronic devices or software for editing, have been homeless and struggling just to survive, so have had other priorities, plus I haven't had great self esteem because of the previously listed reasons, so haven't felt like even being naked, let alone making porn. However, awhile back I did attempt to make an agreement with a company to represent their product, literally just in exchange for an item which I'd use in a (one) video. But after having TWO videos up for a year with their product name in the title, they went back on that agreement. It's weird and shitty... and normally I'm not the kind of person to post about such things or air my dirty laundry in public. But fortunately, in this case, I have been assured that I need not worry about this sort of post calling to mind any specific companies because, in recent communications, they highlighted the fact that the name I had used (and have now removed) was the PRODUCT name, not the COMPANY name, and that apparently did NOTHING to advertise for them. It was like I had made the title "My new iPhone " instead of "My new Apple" or "Driving my Mustang" instead of "Driving my Ford". Unfortunately there aren't descriptions on videos and the titles have character limits. It also is better to keep titles brief on PH (we aren't selling products on Amazon) so "Using my new Apple iPhone" wouldn't necessarily be a good choice for anyone involved (them or me, since they want the post to be seen). Which, okay. They didn't make that specification in advance. I personally feel like that kinda sucks. But whatever. People suck, I s'pose. In other news, I still can't afford groceries and finally called social security after waiting since August 1st for benefits to start again. After waiting two hours I was told I should be contacted with an update within 30 days. If not, I can contact them again, but I have to wait until after the 30 days. It's just like. Okay. Whatever, unnamedsextoycompany. Keep the fucking $67 profit. I need it for food but it's cool. Stay colorful.

Lol at PH... Capitalizing on the trans day of remembrance? Nice.

Some day maybe I'll articulate the problem with the fact that porn hub categorizes all content as either straight (meaning: targeted for viewing by straight men) OR gay (targeted for viewing by gay men) and that "gay" does not include lesbian content or content including trans people, regardless of their identity or the identity of the people with whom they are paired.
The "category" of the content has less to do with the content itself and more to do with the assumption that the viewer will be a cis male
Furthermore, once you dip your toes into the "trans" category, there is zero distinction between transwomen and transmen. While apparently the hypothetical viewers were SO concerned about their straight/gay status a moment ago, once you cross onto the wasteland of trans content, it's the wild west. "Show me a trans", they say. "I'm into transes", they'll proclaim.
I think this is a mistaken assumption, because most cis people who are into the idea of sex with a trans person USUALLY have a specific body type in mind. Like, they imagine a woman with a penis. Or a man with a vagina. And men who are specifically into the idea of meeting a femme, big breasted woman with a big dick often respond aggressively to people like myself who they perceive as deceptive. This is simply on the basis that they misunderstand what it means to be "female to male transgender" and that I present, quite dramatically, physically different than their imagined "trans"

It's my birthday. I am not doing anything to celebrate. I can't remember the last time I enjoyed myself. I was told to do something I wanted to do and the first thing that came to mind was to die.

So there is an individual on here who calls himself the king of the FTMS and I was thinking it's funny because lol who and what do you rule over, dude? Like, I can just call myself whatever monarch I want, doesn't make it true. Heck, I'm the fucking Queen of England. It wouldn't bother me as much if the dude's whole profile didn't reek of disengenuous, clickbaity, money grabbing tactics. Like, whatever. I get it. You're trying to make money. We can't all be saints. And even if you try, the people who aim to use you as a means-to-an-end wear you down. But that video isn't a "threesome", it's you rubbing your junk against two different spots on a small, cheap , fake vulva or butthole or whatever. It's just dishonest. And it's the same heterosexist, misogynistic crap that You (Your Royal Highness) , is (I'd be willing to bet) uncomfortable being on the recieving end of. People perpetuate stigma up the point that it benefits them, then try to convince themselves that they can condem anything beyond that point.

Sigh.

The time of year where rainbow products become vastly more profitable. Celebrate the LGBTQIA community by joining with All the Companies and Brands in pretending to give a crap about lgbt people for one month.

Haven't had any income since January so that's been difficult. Have to move now too, which isn't ideal for working on my computer or making content. I'm sad and tired.

If I was less disabled I'd have so much sex standing up. I'd be lifting my girl up by the waist, pushing her up on countertops, going through the whole dang kama sutra.

Since I last posted I went to the ER and got a CT scan so I guess I really have been sick whoooo. Life.

No one read these but I changed my personal website link to a linktree which currently only links back to here and to my Amazon list but ideally I'll be able to use that for more stuff, like making word posts that are less heavily censored

I might be filming a bunch of videos in the next two weeks. Hit me with request if you have them.

So apparently the term is copyrighted so I wonder if ppl are gonna get sued for making Superbowl porn? And who's in?

I recorded a new video. Now I'll just take a year or whatever to upload it probably.

Me: okay, it's late so this will just be a quick fuck
Me, four hours later: I'm just gonna make you cum ONE more time and then I'll stop forreal tho

When people down vote a video, what exactly are they disliking? Do they not like the content? Like, for example, do people click on a video titled "I fuck my maid and then downvote it because they don't like that? Do they dislike the video or sound QUALITY? The length? The tags used? The title? Do they find any of those misleading? Do they dislike that it doesn't have a cumshot or the angles aren't good or the people aren't hot enough? Was it too fast? Too slow? Did someone have a dick that was too small or too large? Did someone have balls that were too small or too large? Did someone have foreskin, which you don't like, or not enough foreskin, because you like that? Were either of the models too hairy or not hairy enough? Or perhaps you didn't like the way their hair (body, head or facial) was styled, trimmed, shaved or waxed. Do you prefer blondes, brunettes or redheads? More or less pigment in the skin? More or less tan? That doesn't even cover, fully, the way the people look, and yet still doesn't get into the action they would perform. Even if the only positions are "missionary" and "oral sex" there are myriad arrangements for what those actions could look like on : who is on top, whether people are standing, laying down, crouching...etc. Also, how the cameras are positioned to capture that. Assuming you wanted you warn viewers about all those details in advance, so they wouldn't feel like you mislead them, you'd need a lot more characters for the title. " 6 foot tall, brown hair hairy, bearded white top w/ 8 inch cut dick & muscle bod fucks a 5 foot 8 blond smooth Twink bottom with a 6 inch uncut dick, anally, with lubricant. They also exchange oral sex in various positions. The top rim the bottom. This occurs in generic hotel room with minimal dialogue or plot." I added action tags to my first video but they don't work properly so the only tag I could use was 69 Even if they DID work, the only ones that would even apply to my video would be sex (lol) , missionary (half the video) and doggystyle (the other half) and maybe bareback if you wanted to stretch the definition. None of the video is 69 and that is pretty obvious by the thumbnails, the title and the fact that ALL the action tags are 69. So even if you thought one might be, it should quickly become clear that it's not actually 69, just a change of position. Personally, I would still find action tags useful but I can imagine some people getting salty and giving a thumbs down rating. And since I can't even write a video description, people have no way of knowing this detail unless I put it in the TITLE, which is already limited for characters as is. And it seems a lot like making excuses and is not hot. Sigh.