So, *chuckles softly* I'm not sure if I need to apologize or what but as some of you have noticed I haven't been around much. We'll just say things got rather busy and hectic in my life so I hadn't checked this place like I normally do. Shame on me. Some of you who are friends knew how to reach me outside of here so it was nice of ya'll to check in on me.

I'm sorry to say that with being busy I haven't had time or even inspiration to write anything naughty for your reading pleasure. The creative juices just don't seem to be flowing for me right now, perhaps once things settle down (if they ever settle down!) I'll produce something cream worthy again.

In the mean time I think I probably have some catching up to do, but I wanted to say thanks everyone for all the comments and I'm glad some of ya'll missed me! *sticks her tongue out at everyone* Drop by and let me know how ya'll have been doing!

Huggles and Kissies to each of you!
~Minx~

So, this will be a bit of a depressing sort of blog, for that I apologize but I just feel the need to get some thoughts out and out of my head. Just releasing it somewhere I suppose.

Now that things are going to slow down for me again I'm already starting to feel that familiar loneliness that comes creeping up anytime I'm not really busy. This is why I always try to keep myself super busy because when I do have any sort of down time I end up reflecting upon my life or how I feel..or more accurately how I don't feel and already I'm there.

So, I did something that I probably shouldn't even admit to here. *laugh* Posted an ad to meet girls in my area. Got my other half's permission of course as this was something I asked him for. But even after putting that ad out there I'm doubtful that I'm going to find something that's going to make me feel complete or a little less empty. I'm doubting I'll even decide to meet up with any of the people who might respond to even see if we click right for it.

*sighs* I just feel the need to see if there's anyone out there that can make me feel something inside and who I'd really be interested in. Someone who I can myself with and feel comfortable with. *chuckles softly* Ultimately I suppose I want a relationship that works and that has everything a relationship should have in it.

People just tend to suck as a whole I XXX't confide too much in them because eventually their confidence will XXX't expect or want too much out of someone because you're only going to end up in disappointment. I know all this and yet I still want something, something that's always going to be beyond my grasp. Why is that? Why do we torture ourselves so much into wanting something so badly that will never be?

Why can't I just be content with what I have and not want something that's fictional....make believe. *sighs softly* Just..blah. Blah to it all.

Anyway, been listening to slightly depressing songs all day as they fit my mood so sharing the lyrics to one of them. Yes, country song but it's good.

More than a Memory - Garth Brooks


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People say she's only in my head
Its gonna take time but I'll forget
They say I need to get on with my life
But they don't realize

Is when your dialing 6 numbers just to hang up the phone.
Driving cross town just to see if she's home.
Waking a friend in the dead of night, just to hear 'em say it's gonna be alright.
When your finding things to do not to cuz you know she'll be there in your dreams.
Thats when she's
more than a memory

Took a match to everything she ever wrote
Watched her words go up in smoke
Tore all the pictures off the wall
But that aint helping me at all.

Cuz when your talking out loud and nobody's there
You look like hell and you just don't care
Drinking more than you've ever drank
Sinking down lower than you've ever sank
When you find yourself falling down upon your knees, praying to God, begging him PLEASE
That's when she's
More than a Memory

She's more
She's more

Cuz when your dialing her number just to hang up the phone
Driving cross town just to see if she's home
waking a friend in the dead of night, just to hear 'em say it's gonna be alright
When our finding things to do not to cuz you know she's waiting in your dreams
That's when she's
More than a Memory

People say she's only in my head
Its gonna take time but I'll forget

Alright everyone. I know I've been a bit scarce lately but things have been a bit busy for me. *chuckles softly* That time of year I suppose. However, I said that I would work on Lhomme and my second assignment and I have. So, I'm posting it now. *smiles* As always I hope you enjoy it! KBear..this is for you. Sorry if it doesn't read really well! *chuckles*

P.S. Oh..also updating a folder with some new pictures. Hope ya'll enjoy. I'll try to read everyone's blogs and leave some comments here soon!

Visitation

Lynn stepped out of the Seatac Airport and took a deep breath, she could feel her nerves flitting around inside of her stomach and she pressed a hand against it , as if that would still the butterflies that danced away within her. Her pale blue eyes slowly scanned through the crowded street, skimming over all the people who were wandering forward and putting bags into taxis and cars before finally settling upon a woman that was leaning casually against the side of her car. Her long legs were stretched out in front of her, boots crossed, thumbs hooked into the pockets of her black jeans. The moment Lynns eyes met hers a big grin broke upon her unpainted lips and she pushed herself away from her car, taking quick long strides to cover the distance that separated them.

Holy Lynn. Youre actually here! Lynn didnt even have time to respond before she was practically pounced upon by the woman, her arms winding around her as she hugged Lynn close. Lynn could catch the whiff of coconut that permeated the air around her and couldnt help but be caught up in the excitement herself. Nerves fell away as she eager hugged her close. True, it had been years since they had last seen each other back in high school but at that moment she knew she hadnt made a mistake by deciding to come out and visit her old friend.

Dawn..back up youre going to me! Lynn giggled as she firmly placed her hands upon Dawns arms and eased the woman back to take a good look at her. She had to look up as Dawn was a few inches taller than her but she could swear the woman hadnt changed too much over the course of a handful of years. Her hair was still just past her shoulders but she had lightened it now and for some reason the hairstyle suited her, it brought out the brown in her eyes a bit more and almost made them pop. At that moment she had her hair pulled up into a high ponytail but there were wisps of hair that fell loosely around her face, framing it.

Easily Dawn slipped her arm through Lynns and guided her through the crowd, heading toward the car. Without noticing she had managed to slip Lynns back from her and was swinging it back and forth with her free hand as they walked together. Ive been looking forward to this weekend for months! I cant believe you finally were able to get away to come visit. Weve so much to talk about. She sounded so enthused that Lynn could do nothing but grin and nod her head in agreement as she let Dawn babble away.

One moment she was being ushered into the car then heading out into traffic and the next moment the car was pulling into the parking space of a cute little blue rambler, wind chimes hanging in the door way and swaying gently in the breeze. The drive must have been at least an hour long with traffic and yet it had zipped by as the two caught up on old times and talked about the man who sat next to Lynn on the airplane.

Home sweet home.. Dawn murmured beneath her breath as she put the car in park, withdrawing the key from ignition. Turning in her chair she smiled warmly at Lynn and winked, Ready for this? Up until Dawn had asked that question Lynn had been feeling completely at ease with her old friend. It was almost as if the years hadnt passed and they were still as they were in high school. Close girl friends who hung out and had no secrets, but hearing those words had the butterflies slipping into her stomach again and she could feel her heart begin to pick up its speed within her chest.

At the silence Dawn giggled and reached over, giving Lynn a little pinch upon her arm. Oh come now..you cant go shy and silent on me now! I promise he doesnt bite…… Dawns brown eyes danced with laughter as she spoke, well at least not too hard. With that she slipped out of the car and headed up toward the door, lifting a hand and running her fingers through the chimes cause the soft melody to float through the air as they clinked against one another. At the door she paused and glanced back toward the car, noting that Lynn hadnt moved from her seat. Cmon lil mouse..musnt be shy! she called down toward the car, crooking a finger to beckon Lynn to follow her before opening the front door and disappearing inside.

Lynn sat there for a moment frozen with nerves. Did she dare follow in knowing what was about to happen, what might happen? They had been talking about this for months now. Teasing each other with flirty text messages back and forth throughout the day, it was something she had gotten accustomed to but did that mean she was ready to cross the threshold between fantasy and reality?

It felt like an eternity to her before she finally took a deep breath, gathered her purse and slipped out of the car, slamming the door behind her as she walked toward the open doorway. Inside she could see that it was dark, the glowing from the television screen was the only thing that light up the inside and she took yet another nervous breath before passing through the doorway.

Dawn sat upon the armrest of the couch, her lips curving into a playful smile as she looked at Lynn, Took ya long enough. Scared baby girl? Even as she spoke she shifted off the couch and walked across the room, gently nudging Lynn further into the living room before closing the front door behind her. Her fingertips gently caressed the side of Lynns arm as she passed by again, taking up her seat on the armrest of the couch once again.

I was beginning to wonder if you were going to come in at all Lynn. The voice came from Lynns right and she nearly jumped out of her skin. She knew hed be there somewhere but hadnt thought hed be so close. She didnt even get a chance to see him with all the darkness in the room before she felt his fingers skim over her shoulder, taking her purse and tossing it upon the couch. He leaned closer and seemed to breathe her in, she could hear the sound of his approval in the low groan that resounded from the base of his throat. Undress Lynn.

She hesitated. Nerves werent the only thing that was causing the hesitation but she was scared too. Was she really going to do this? Sure, she had fantasized about it for months but she never really thought shed be here, in this living room…in front of both of them.

SMACK! Lynn jumped as she felt the sting of Michaels hand against her ass. Dont make me tell you again Lynn. Ill give you that one free but if you make me repeat myself youll regret your hesitation. Though he hadnt raised his voice at all his words caused a shiver of fear to course down her spine. Fear …. and arousal. Already she could feel herself getting wet with anticipation. She was going to do it. There was no more thought required.

In silence, her eyes trained upon Dawn her hands drifted down in front of her and she unbuttoned her jeans, the sound of the zipper was the only thing that seemed to echo within the quiet room. She bent forward to shimmy out of her jeans and in doing so she brushed back against Michael. Feeling him standing there she paused for a moment, enjoying the brief feel of him so close to her before
continuing. God, she was doing this wrong. Staring at her feet she realized her shoes were still on and it took her a moment to kick them off, almost losing her balance since her jeans were down around her feet as well. She could hear Michael chuckle with amusement but he didnt say anything.

Peeling her jeans off she tossed them to the floor beside her and grabbed hold of the bottom of her shirt, slowly pulling it up over her head when she heard the first click and saw a bright flash of light. Dropping her shirt to the floor she looked at Dawn, where the flash had come from and could feel her cheeks warm with embarrassment, noticing the that Dawn had. She merely smiled encouragingly and lifted the again, clicking and taking another picture of Lynn standing there.

All of it Lynn. Michaels voice snapped her back to the task at hand and she reached around behind her and unclasped her bra, letting it fall down her arms before it made its way to the floor along with her other clothing. Hooking her thumbs into the waistband of her panties she pushed it down over her hips and watched as they pooled around her feet. Again, another flash of light and Lynn kept her head bent, her eyes upon the ground.

Such a good . His voice was soothing and she trembled visibly, feeling her thighs getting slick as she became more and more aroused by the situation. Within her mind she screamed for him to touch her. Just to reach out and let her know he was there, so close against her but he didnt move closer. He didnt do anything but stand still and she strained to hear him breathing. Anything to just confirm that he was there.

She started to turn toward him, needing to see him but he quickly reached out and grabbed hold of her arms, holding her back to him. His long fingers curled around her upper arms and squeezed faintly as he spoke, Dont. One simple word and she obeyed. No questions, nothing. She stood still and almost swooned when she felt him move closer until she could feel something brush against her ass. It left a wet trail as he moved side and side against her ass checks. It took but a moment before it dawned on her what it was. He was naked.

Michael was standing there behind her this entire time naked and already he was rock hard. Precum was dripping from the tip of that cock that she wanted so badly and he was smearing it against her ass. She couldnt help the moan of desire that passed her lips. CLICK. Again the flashed but Lynn was losing focus on it. Now the only thing that dominated her mind was the feel of Michaels cock brushing against her flesh. The desire to have him inside of her.

His fingers tightened their hold upon her arms and pushed her forward, he pulled her arms back a bit roughly and easily held on to both of her wrists with one hand, pressing it against the small of her back and bending her forward. His other hand ran down and slowly caressed her ass check, the warmth of his touch radiated through her and she pushed back against his hand, eager for more of his touch.

The room continued to flash sporadically as Dawn continued to take pictures, Lynn was oblivious to her as she moved around and changed up the angles, taking pictures of Lynn showing complete surrender and submission to Michael. Taking the pictures was working her up and taking a sniff of the air she could tell that Lynn was more than ready for Michaels cock, the room smelled of her sex and that alone had Dawn getting horny. But that wasnt her place tonight. She couldnt take a time out and tend to her own needs, Michael and her had both agreed that she would take pictures of the first encounter, not stopping. They wanted to capture everything on film and by god she was going to do a good job. So regardless of how her pussy ached and her clit throbbed for attention she ignored it and continued to take pictures. CLICK. CLICK. CLICK.

Lynn bend forward, her head lowering toward the ground as Michael held her up by keeping a firm grasp upon her wrists. Finally she was able to see him standing behind her. Upside down she could see his cock, so hard and throbbing and she whimpered as he smacked it against her ass.

What do you want Lynn? Tell me. What do you want more than anything else right now? He demanded quietly at the sound of her whimper.

Please..please fuck me. God I need to feel your cock inside of me. Please.. She trailed off with a hiss as he spanked his hand against her bare ass, the sting causing tears to come to her eyes.

You think you get what you want when you ask me for something like that? Again the spank came, harder this time, the burning upon her flesh intensified as he brought his palm down again, the sound of palm hitting flesh loud within the otherwise quiet room. CLICK.

Im sorry Master. This girl is so sorry. Please Master. May I please have the honor of feeling your hard cock sliding into this dripping wet pussy. This pussy that belongs to you Master. Her words were broken as she spoke, trying desperately to keep her breathing normal though her heart pounded within her chest. She could feel her wetness dripping down her inner thighs. She was so wet, so ready to be filled by him.

Oh, I dont know my pet. It seems you dont remember your place.. As he spoke he grabbed his cock but the base and ran it up between her swollen pussy lips. CLICK. With the sudden flash of light Lynn could see his hard cock becoming drenched with her juices. The feel of his hard member sliding along her sensitive lips had her knees tremble and a moan of desire to slip from her.

Without warning he pulled his cock back away from her and just as she was going to whimper because he moved away he slammed forward, his cock slipping into her silky walls. She wasnt prepared for that and she almost buckled beneath him but he kept her upright, pulling her wrists back toward him, his other arm coming down to wrap around her waist and slamming her back against him as he roughly thrusted upward into her.

A moan tore from her lips and her body quivered uncontrollably, she was so turned on and so wet that one thrust had her orgasming over his cock. Her pussy walls convulsing around his hard throbbing member that he grunted and she could feel his body tensing, straining to keep from cumming himself. He stood rock still, his cock impaled into her as deeply as he could manage from the position and he waited while she rode out her first orgasm.

Her breathing started to slow and hearing that he started his pumping. Hard, rough strokes in and out of her dripping pussy which only made her body tremble more. She didnt have the energy to stand and he wanted to fuck her properly that he shifted them both a bit and casually draped her over the armrest of the couch, her face pressing into the seat cushion, her ass high in the air.

Michael wrapped his hands around her waist and pulled her back against him as he thrusted upward into her. She was so very wet that the sound of him moving with her filled the room and she moaned with pleasure. Dawn continued to take pictures, aware that now the both of them were so into the fucking that neither of them noticed her moving around. She was like a fly upon the wall, watching from a distance but god was it a good show.

Lynns hands curled into fists against the seat cushions and she bite hard upon her lower lip to prevent herself from screaming out as he continued to slam into her. Again and again he pulled out until he was almost completely out of her then slammed so hard back into her, pushing in deep until she could feel every inch of him invading her. He hammered into her, quickly bucking his hips and using his hands to pull her ass back against him as he fucked her. Sweat started to bead upon his forehead but he didnt notice it. She felt so good around his cock. So tight and wet and warm that he wanted to remain within her as long as he could.

Again he slammed into her and Lynn cried out as another orgasm shook her body. She quivered and her walls tightened light a vice around his cock and he couldnt hold off any longer. Thrusting quickly and roughly one last time he pushed himself as deeply as he could into her and came. His seed emptying into her tight pussy, shot after shot flooding out of him and into her. She pressed back against him, grinding her pussy back against him, milking his cock. Wanting every drop of cum that he had to offer her.

Breathing heavily Michael leaned forward and rested his forehead against her back. His breath was warm and hot against her flesh and she trembled. Feeling well spent and used but already feeling the desire for more. CLICK. Hearing the sound of the Michael turned his head and glanced over at Dawn, smiling at her as he spoke to Lynn. I do hope youll enjoy your vacation with us Lynn.

Just an FYI..clearing house again and getting ride of the dust and dirt. *chuckles softly* Those I don't talk to don't need to be on my list so yeah. If I delete you and you are someone I do talk with it was accidental and I'm sorry! Just send another request and I'll approve.

As for why I'm doing this..*smirks* I'm bored and half an hour of time, so why not. Hope everyone is doing well! And..to leave ya'll off with something, not erotic (I know I need to get my butt in gear and write the next assignment..it'll come eventually) here's something else.

Awaken
~
Breathe life into me
Can you?
Awaken what's been for so long
Have you that power?

Stir emotions that have been long dead
Touch me
Bring to life the girl you think you want
Search for me

My eyes closed
Trying to find that darkness I know
The darkness I understand
The peace I find where no sound echoes

Trying to block out the white light
Seen even through closed eyes
Retreating to a place deep inside
Where sight and sound aren't needed
Where comfort is found in the stillness

Breathe life into me
Can you?
Awaken what's been for so long
Have you that power?

Make me feel something other than this nothingness
Make me ache
Touch something inside of me that'll warm me
Melt this cold

Rouse me from my solitude
Show me the wonders left uncovered
The joys of life and living
The pains of struggle and loving
Help make me want to feel again

Breathe life into me
Can you?
Try to awaken what's been
Make me want to live again




Eh..yeah *laughs* I know, I know..why is most of this rather depressing. Ah well.

So, apparently I'm still stuck upon my last blog entry for the most part. It's something that I have been thinking about a lot in the past few days for some reason and I believe it's slowly starting to annoy the out of me. First off I'll apologize now if I jump around in topics since there's a few different things bouncing around in this head of mine. I'll try to flow smoothly but no promises.

The other night I had watched this movie called Lie with Me directed by Clement Virgo. It's a story about..well self discovery I suppose in a way, the awakening of one person that finds a connection with someone else when they had been nothing more than sexual prior with multiple people. It could be considered soft porn with the amount of sex and nudity that is in it but the story is what captured my attention, though I'll fully admit I got wet and turned on while watching this even while it left me questioning or thoughtful in my head.

Anyway, this story is bugging the crap out of me. Is it because it's something I want so desperately but will never have or is it something else? After watching this I did go off and have sex with my other and...it was good. Probably the best sex we've had for me in a long time and yet even though it was good once it was over and done I had wanted so much more and I felt so damned empty inside that I was on the verge of tears. What the hell is the deal with that? I've always enjoyed sex just fine but I can't recall a time where I felt so empty inside after it was done. That it wasn't enough. Perhaps it's partially to blame to the movie and the fact I watched it and was..I don't know..hoping that I could achieve that close connection with someone but I fear I'm incapable of that.

I mean hell, I don't even orgasm during sex. Never have. And yeah there are some of you that are probably thinking I'm completely BSing here but it's the truth. I never have..alone or with a partner, doesn't matter I don't get there. And for a long time that was something that really bugged me but now not so much, have accepted that as another one of my many flaws but lately I'm finding myself wondering about a lot of things concerning me.

How is it that I'm so very jaded. That I have no faith what so ever in relationships lasting longer than a little while, lasting until that initial draw has dwindled away to nothing where growing apart or looking elsewhere happens. Why do I not believe that there is such a thing as being "in love". Why am I so certain that all that stuff only exists in books or in the movies and that people are not really capable of such long term, deeply connected emotion?

I have this void inside of me and it seems that with each passing day it just becomes more unbearable and continues to grow, where I almost feel as though soon it's just going to swallow me up. And it seems that regardless of how busy I keep myself to try to ward away times where I'm alone and can feel it the most its still something always there and I'm trying so desperately to feed it and yet nothing will fill it. How can I even identify what it is that would fill it? I haven't a clue and that right there is driving me insane. The fact that I don't know what to do to fix this flaw within myself, this thing inside of me that I'm rather good at hiding but constantly feel.

*laughs* God..this entire blog probably sounds very emo, for which I shall apologize. But this was just something in my head and I needed to write it out somewhere...so you unlucky people are the ones I've decided to "dump" on.

Anyway, I have a poem I wrote awhile ago that pretty much goes well with this blog so going to share it as well. Yes, yes..brace yourself for emo-ness.l *laughs*

Broken
~
I am a broken
A wrench has been tossed in my inner workings long ago
Stalling emotional connections
Staggering warped thoughts within my head
The gears just don't turn normally
~
Years pass but the machine inside remains the same
Broken
Stalled
Unturning and unevolving
Cemented in a place where all walls are towered high
All locks double locked and the keys forgotten
~
I've come to understand just now that things are not right
That the way my mind and heart work are not in sync with one another
Unbalanced and dark
~
My heart is broken
Not from being shattered by another
But broken
Unworking
Feelings don't align the way they are supposed to
I do no XXX connect when I want to
It is as if my arm is held straight out
Warding off any who dare try to approach
It's guarded so harshly that I don't think any before has gained entrance
~
My mind is broken
Thoughts warped
Allowing others to believe things
Allowing myself to believe things that are not real
That I never felt or cannot feel for someone else
My mind..
Always going toward the negatives of everything
Looking for the flaws in people
Searching for the lies and deceit that my mind is sure is there
Focused on keeping my heart locked up
Steeling myself against emotional connection
Sabotaging anything that might show a glimmer of breaking through
Penetrating what's been wound so tightly all my life
~
I am a broken
I realize that now
And it's not how I want to be
This broken has opened her eyes to finally see
Not all is bad
Not all is hateful
Not all is as it seems
~
Can you help this look beyond what she knows
Have understanding in the fact that I am broken
Understanding in the fact that..
All my life I've held distance
Told lies
Did things only because I knew they were wrong
Because inside I wanted others to hurt as I hurt
~
I am a broken
Can you be the one that fixes me?
To turn the wheels and let me learn how to love
How to be a good person
To be the one that you want and need
~
Have you the understand...
The patience..
The love...
To help fix me
~

That was written awhile ago..still seems to hold true though. Here's a song I've been enjoying a lot lately even though it's one that bugs me in the fact that it makes me wish I could have this sort of emotion for someone else. Goes back to the entire jaded thing. But none the less, good song.

==blah I don't kn ow how to post a link here to show up so if you want the song it's Comatose by Skillet..youtube it.


Anyway, away from that and moving on.

K-Bear, a close friend of mine has picked Lhomme and my next writing assignment. So be on the look out for a new story from the both of us, the scenerio we are writing about is a friend coming to visit for a long weekend and something more happens. *chuckles* Will be for you K-Bear...

Keep your eyes peeled people. And again, sorry for the pointless blog! *laughs* That's if anyone has the patience to sit there and read the damned thing!

So, I'm just sitting here thinking about a few things. Wondering what other people's thoughts are on this. Do you think that relationships are really meant to last? As in do people actually have the ability to be happy with one person for the duration of their lives or are we meant to be with a person for a little while, until the novelty of them wears off and you find someone else that manages to make your heart quicken?

Is monogamy really something people are capable of doing and adhering to? I almost want to say that it's withing our human nature to always feel as though we want something more. Our eyes wander and we check out other people even if we are in a relationship. The idea of having sex with someone else once you've been with one person for any given amount of time is bound to enter your head and cause fantasies. Hell, people often act on that impulse and go ahead and fool around with someone other than who they are in a relationship with. The world is full of people who cheat in one fashion or another and those who haven't done it I've no doubt have fantasized about it or even went further to fantasize about someone else while they are having sex with the person they are with.

So, are we really meant to be with one person? Is one person really supposed to be able to make you happy and not want for something else? Can you be content with a life with just one person in it for the rest of your time here? I don't know...these are questions that I've had from time to time and yet I still don't have the answers.

Some people say that it's possible and they point out their parents or something who have been together for decades but that doesn't really answer if they are happy. People stay together for all sorts of reasons. Do those people who have been together for so long never stray? Have they been faithful the entire time they were with that person?

BLah...perhaps I'm pessimistic and just don't believe things last. Perhaps I just don't have much faith in people to really stick it out and have that enduring feeling that is supposed to be there in a committed relationship. Or maybe my idea of a ideal relationship is so far fetched and unachievable that I'm only setting myself up for failure from the get go. *ponders* Or maybe I'm just the type of person who shouldn't be with anyone for to long because my attentions are too great and what I demand out of someone is too much that no one could keep up with it for long. Perhaps I'm just too needy.

Thoughts to ponder on I suppose.

Alright everyone. *laughs* So some of you might be aware of the fact that Lhomme and I have a little challenge going on. Depend on how well we do this might be something we'll keep up on. We've both challenged each other to write an erotic story given the same idea to use. This first idea is something regarding our significant other's parent. So..I did mine with my fatherinlaw. I will have to say though..*laughs* This is fictional. While the sex part actually happened last night (I was nicely fucked last night..too bad he doesn't really remember doing so well! *laughs*) I couldn't write this with my actual father in law in mind because it grossed me out so I'm using a fictional father in law in mind. And I'm not used to writing in first person so I hope it flows well enough for you to enjoy.

I will say that I am dripping wet after having written this. Maybe it's the thought of sex last night that has me so wet or maybe it's the fact that I'd love to fuck and have someone watch..who knows. Anyway, I hope you enjoy. Do let me know what you think. And also remember to go visit Lhomme's page soon since I'm sure he'll be posting his story up soon.

Oh oh also! Put up a new photo album for those of ya who wanted new pictures. So there ya go...and a vid..horrible quality though!

The FatherInLaw

It was just another night. One of those nights that seemed to crawl by so slowly and any time you glanced at the clock youd find that only another minute or two had passed by when it felt as if it should be much more than that by now. Boredom was something that was easily setting in and there was nothing I could do about it. We were vacationing, but some vacation it was turning out to be. All day long we had been locked within my fatherinlaws house because the snow just kept coming down outside, but then again what did you expect during a winter snow storm in Alaska? It was practically white out outside and no one with an once of brain would be caught dead driving in that weather. So, I was going stir crazy, trapped within the house with Jerry and his father, both of whom were boring me to tears because if one wasnt on the computer the other was or they were watching Nascar on the television, something that held no interest to me at all.

Well good night The words stirred me out of my thought and I glanced over my shoulder, offering a quick smile to my fatherinlaw. Gnight Dad. The words were automatic. When did I start calling him Dad? I couldnt remember and I wondered why I did it when I wasnt exactly fond of the man. I wasnt even sure if Jerry had said anything to his father as he went to bed and I listened for a moment, hearing Dad close his bedroom door and faintly hearing explosions coming from the den where Jerry was playing some sort of computer game. With a sigh I turned to stare out the window that was above the sink. Staring out into the darkness outside, catching glimpses of snowflakes as they fell with such speed. Absently my hands slide along the dishes, soaping them up and rinsing them beneath the hot water. So hot, the water warmed me and even though my fingers were starting to sting I didnt move them away from the running water, having the need to feel something to just the boredom and sudden emptiness I felt inside for having nothing else to do.

Glancing down I finished up the remaining dishes from dinner, frowning as I started to wonder how it was I always got stuck with kitchen duty. This was supposed to be a vacation of some sort wasnt it? But I was still doing chores in someone elses house. Why couldnt someone else do the damned dishes if I cooked the meal? Exhaling slowly I closed my eyes to still my thoughts, knowing I was only getting annoyed because I was bored and itching to go out and do something. Damned snow storm.
Quickly wiping down the counter I tossed the rag into the sink and started to turn away when I felt two hands push me against the counter, firmly pressing his groin against my ass and rocking as hands darted up beneath my tshirt, cupping my breasts through my sports bra. My heart kicked up for a moment before a soft chuckle slipped past my lips. Let go Jer…….Were in your Dads kitchen
So… The word was hot against my ear and I could smell the heavy odor of beer upon his breath. How many had he had to drink? I couldnt remember how many times I got up and got him another beer as he gamed but now I was curious just how many he had put away. Heaven knew if it were more than a few hed quickly. Hes . The words came out a bit slurred.

Despite myself I could feel my pussy getting wet. Was it the knowledge that we were going to fuck right there in the kitchen? His fathers kitchen? Or was it the fact that at last, at least for a few minutes Id have something to do other than be bored.
His hands cupped tighter and automatically my nipples tightened into hard little nubs, I pressed my ass back against him as he grinded and I allowed my head to lull back against his shoulder.
You want it dont you. You want my cock deep inside of your pussy, dont you.. Perhaps beer was making him feel a bit brave tonight. Normally he wasnt so aggressive and this was thrilling me. Hearing him whispering into my ear, smelling the stench of beer on his breath, feeling his hands maul my tits roughly. Without warning his hands pulled away and he pressed one hand against my back, me to bend over the counter, my upper body pressing roughly down against the cutting board. With his other hand he yanked down my pants and pulled my thighs apart. His big hand roughly thrusting between my spread thighs, his finger pressing between my pussy lips and fingering against my clit. God..I was already wet. Ah..thats my little slut. You want it dont you. He slurred as he spoke and thrusted his middle finger into my tight pussy. A moan slipped past my lips as my hips started to rock, all the while his groin was pressed against my ass, grinding hard against me. I could feel his hard cock and wanted nothing more than to feel it inside of me. Slipping me apart.

Lets go to the bedroom.. I whispered it softly to Jerry, knowing how thin these walls were I didnt want to take the chance of waking up his father but Jerry didnt seem to hear me. Instead he pulled down his own pants and with one rough thrust he plunged his cock into me. I couldnt contain that surprised moan that tore out of my throat. Nor could I keep myself quickly as he quickly jack hammered in and out of my pussy. I bit down upon my lower lip hard to keep my moans muffled but I knew I was failing. Each time Jerry pulled his cock out of me and then thrusted upward until all of him was deeply embedded had yet another moan of pleasure echoing into the kitchen.

Quickly Jerry pulled my tshirt up and tossed it on the floor then he grabbed hold of my sports bra and pushed it up over my breasts, exposing them for his hands to roam. His free hand snaked up and wound into my hair, tugging my head back and pulling my upper body off the counter. He was being so rough, so unlike him and I was loving every second of it. With my eyes closed and back arched I didnt try to move, just allowed him to thrust in and out of me, pressing my pussy harder and harder against the edge of the counter which caused a little jolt of pleasure to course through my body each time he pressed into me, grinding my pussy against the counter edge.

My eyes fluttered open and my breath caught in my throat. Oh my god..oh my god..oh my god. The words ran over and over in my head as I stared at the window in front of me. Within the reflection I could see Jerrys father standing in the hallway that led into the kitchen, I could see his eyes glued to us, watching as Jerry fucked me. For a moment it crossed my mind to push Jerry away and freak out but my gaze dipped lower in the reflection. Dad didnt know I had seen him, he was so engrossed in watching us that he didnt realize, nor did Jerry, that my moans had stopped for a moment. He was standing there, his shorts down around his knees and his hand pumping up and down along his long shaft.

I dont know what happened, I dont know why I did it but I didnt stop Jerry. I didnt tell him to and take me to the bedroom. I didnt speak up, instead I pressed myself back against Jerry harder and spread my legs wider so he could pump faster into me. Instead my moans picked up and my own free hand slide up along my body to cup my breast, pulling upon my nipple. Though my eyes fluttered closed just a bit I continued to watch the reflection in the window. God I was so wet. Knowing I was being watched, knowing that Jerrys father was watching in the reflection and stroking himself had me so wet and so horny I couldnt stop what was going on. I didnt want to stop it.

I could feel my juices running down my inner thighs and I knew the kitchen was starting to smell so strongly of sex. I was growing so wet that the sound of Jerrys cock sliding in and out of my pussy filled the room with that wonderful squishing sound, that tell tell sound of sex. Slipping my hands behind me I caressed Jerrys thighs before reaching back more so that my nails could drag along his ass, pulling him into me as he thrusted. My moans were growing louder, no longer was I concerned about keeping quiet. I wanted to put on a good show for the person watching. With my back arched I continued to press back against him, my breasts bouncing with the movements of us fucking. Jerrys hands were rough as he slipped them up my stomach before grasping my tits. Roughly, almost cruelly he twisted my sensitive nipples and had me all but whimpering from the pain but it was pain that I adored and my pussy pulsed around his cock as he thrusted over and over again.

Oh god..yes… Like that. Fuck me like that. Harder… Normally Im not one for talking during sex but I couldnt resist, not now when we had an audience. My words were coming out between heavy breathy moans. Needing to feel him deeper I lifted my right leg up and placed my foot against the countertop edge, bending forward so that my ass was high in the air. I could tell from the reflection that our visitor enjoyed that view because he took a step forward, as if in a trace before catching himself and backing up again. His hand working faster upon his cock, and though I couldnt hear it I knew he was breathing hard.

Oh god. Yes Jerry..yes. Like that baby. Oh god I continued on but was really starting to get into it. Jerry moved one hand down between my thighs and grabbed hold of my clit between thumb and forefinger, tugging upon it before losing it from how slippery it was, but he didnt abandon it. Instead he flicked his finger quickly back and forth against my clit, causing my body to tremble and jerk wildly against him. Fuck me..fuck me.. I dont know who I was saying it for now. For their benefit or my own? I was losing myself in the moment and it felt so fucking good.

Like that baby dont you. Tell me you want me to cum. Tell me.. He growled it into my ear, tugging my head back by my hair with his free hand as he continued to roughly massage my clit. Cum inside me. Fill me up with your cum. Please please.. It wasnt in me to deny us both what we wanted. Hearing my words caused him to fuck me with new energy. His hips thrusted back and forth, pounding into me from behind. His first curled tighter in my hair and yanked my head back before a deep animal like groan formed from within him and his body tensed before pumping spurt after spurt of cum into my eager pussy.

My hips ground back against him, my pussy pulsing around his emptying cock, milking him for all that he was worth. Within the window I watched with amusement as Jerrys father also came at the same time. He spurted all over the floor in front of him and his hand continued to slide up and down his cock, draining him before he slowly backed away into the hallway until I could no longer see him. Like father like son, I almost giggled at the thought.

Slowly Jerry pulled out of me and I slowly straightened, pulling my bra back down over my breasts and tugging up my pants. Jerry was so out of it he just swatted my ass before he wandered off into the bedroom. I knew that even before I got back there hed be and he probably wouldnt even remember fucking me tonight. I bit my lower lip with a grin as I glanced down to the kitchen floor where Dad had been, noting the drops of cum that splattered against the vinyl floor.

Well maybe this vacation will be more fun than I had thought…

Eep! *laughs* Hands off the homework people! Evil!!!!

Alright, so earlier today when I dropped off at school there was this huge chaos going on and they had locked down my 's school. What was going around was that it was a robbery at the bank right there near the school and that's what was going on. Well, yes...a robbery took place. When I found this out I just about peed myself laughing so hard.

Let me paint the picture. There's this little strip mall and right in front of this strip mall is the bank. Cops were all over the place, situated at the school, the bank, various intersections. So of course..wow, the bank was robbed. Keep in mind this little tidbit..it was before 8 in the morning..so nothing was open yet to the public. Find out that no, not the bank was robbed but instead it was what was behind the bank that was robbed. Something in that strip mall. Any guesses as to what it was? The Dollar Store. Yup, you read that right. The Dollar Store was robbed.

Now, here's a question. You're standing on the side walk and you want to rob something...why on earth walk to the Dollar Store of all the stores there and not the bank sitting right there in front of you?!!? If you're going to rob something shouldn't it be something where you know you can walk away with more than a few hundred in cash? Or maybe he was just that desperate for a pack of gum. What's worse...it was before store hours! So there wouldn't be much in the bloody registers to begin with!

Oye..yeah..just oye. Desperate times perhaps? I thought it was pretty freaking funny..just thought I'd share.

So, I should be cleaning house a bit but the desire to do so just hasn't wrapped itself around me enough to go do it. In fact I'm more in a blah sort of mood. I'm getting older and I suppose that might have something to do with the blahness I'm facing at the moment. It's not that I hate that I'm getting older or anything like that but it's more that it just makes me that much more aware of the fact that there's still so much left I want to do and complete and time just seems to go by so quickly. Alright, perhaps there's a bit of dislike going into the fact that with each year that passes I'm getting closer to 30 but..*laughs* I won't go into that.

There is no real point behind this blog entry. Just procrastinating and not wanting to go clean. So I'm writing nothingness to fill in some time. I do wonder though if I shouldn't just keep this area of me the erotic side and nothing else involved. Just post the things that I write that are erotic and forgo sharing the other stuff or even sharing my ramblings sometime. More suitable for another place I wonder.

Ah well. Here's something I wrote awhile ago. Sorry to disappoint, nothing erotic. Just something I wrote.

Original Thought

In a world littered with billions of people
Why on earth do we believe
there is such a thing as original thought?
~
No thought is ever original
Some where
Some place
Someone else has had the same thoughts
~
I'm too fat
I'm too shy
Does he like me?
How I love him
I hate life
Why am I alone?
How can I be any happier than now?
~
Emotions aren't unique to any single person
Someone else has felt what you've felt
Thought of life the way you think of life
Had disappointments and failures
And feel as if they are the scum of the world
~
Even creative notions aren't original
Each book and movie
Ever written
Had to have worked it's way through someone else's mind
~
The words penned this moment
Are words regurgitated out
That some where
Some place
Some time
Has been penned before
Thought before
~
Original thought?
Once upon a time
Maybe something such as that existed
But in today's world
With all the history that's pushed behind us
All the people that have already lived and died
All the lives running rampant in the world today
There is no such thing
~
Am I wrong?
~
3-7-07

As promised here's part two for those who wanted it. *chuckles* It is an ongoing story so eventually I will continue it..but so far it's only got the two parts. Hope ya enjoy.

Sense Over-ridden part 2

Shelly continued to stare down at the wedding ring in shock. She'd never with a married man before, never wanted to be the other woman and she closed her eyes trying to figure out what she felt about it. All the while she could still feel his cock within her, slowly softening but still impaled inside of her. His fingers still lazily trailing along her swollen lips, making her moan involuntarily. I should go...god I should go.. The words repeated over and over in her head and yet she couldn't find the energy to place her feet on the ground and stand.

Exhaling slowly her eyes fluttered open, shock vibrating through her body as she focused upon the woman leaning against the door frame of the office. It had to be her imagination, she thought, because the woman who was standing there was nothing like women she'd ever seen. She reminded Shelly of an Egyptian queen, the long midnight black hair that was razor straight which falled down along her shoulders. She didn't have to turn around for Shelly to know instinctively that her hair probably reached the woman's ass. Her eyes were so dark that from this distance they appeared black and the smokey gray eye shadow surrounding them added a more dramatic flare to the cat shaped eyes. Her complexion was a creamy white which reminded her of untouched marble, completely flawless. It was the woman's lips though that had Shelly mesmerized. They were painted a dark crimson red and full, her lower lip fuller than the top that gave it a natural pouting look and at that moment the corners of those tempting lips were curved into a knowing smile which caused a dimple to wink at her.

Shelly tore her gaze away from the woman's face and slowly traveled downward. She was tall, was Shelly's first thought, but that quickly slipped away when she noticed the buttons upon the silk had been undone and hung loose against her, exposing a lacy black bra that pushed modest breasts up invitingly and a narrow waist. Her ringed fingers slipped up and down along her flat stomache. It was only then that Shelly snapped out of the trance she was in as she felt Tanner's fingers slip back down and circle her clit. She tensed and quickly tried to pull down her sports bra, realizing much to late the position she was still in, splayed out that the woman at the door could see everything.

"Don't.." Tanner whispered into her ear from behind her, his hands quickly capturing Shelly's and pulling them down to her side. He rocked his hips upward and Shelly's eyes widened with disbelief that she could feel him swelling hard again, filling her up again and her body visible trembled. She didn't know what to say and at that moment she felt as she fixed her gaze upon the other woman who slowly started to push herself away from the door.

Marjorie had lost track of how long she had stayed at the doorway, watching her husband as he slipped his cock in and out of the girl within his lap. The moment she had opened the door and set her sights upon them she had clicked her cell phone closed, no longer needing it to hear what was going on not that she was watching it play out before her. The girl was cute, a bit younger than she would have thought Tanner would like but cute and the moans the filled the office had Marjorie pressing her thighs together as she slickened with desire. Oh how she loved watching her husband take another woman. She had endulged herself and unbuttoned her blows so that she could tease her nipples as she watched them, but it was all over much to quickly, if only she hadn't been stuck on the other side of town when he had called her.

Marjorie's lips curved into smile as her eyes met Shelly's, watching with fascination as passion clouded those clear blue eyes as her husband thrusted his cock up into her. Slowly she walked toward them, slipping her unbuttoned blouse off her shoulders and letting it fall to the ground as she walked closer. Shelly tried to keep her eyes opened and watch the woman who walked toward her with a feline like grace but each time Tanner rocked his hips upwards and slipped his cock deeper inside of her, her eyes drifted close with pleasure.

Marjorie didn't say anything as she settled down upon her knees between their spread legs, her hands reaching out to faintly glide along the Shelly's inner thighs, purring with pleasure as she felt Shelly jerk then moan as her fingers inched higher upwards. Her red nails dragging faintly along Shelly's outter lips. For the first time since arriving her eyes locked with her husband's and she smiled at him for a moment before lowering her head down, her lips dangerously close to Shelly's swollen pussy, watching as Tanner's hard cock slipped in and out of that warm juicy pussy. Parting her lips she blew upon them, watching as Shelly's legs tried to close but Tanner was quick enough to grab hold of her thighs and keep her spread wide, continuing to thrust his hips up. Knowing that if Shelly had at any point both he and his wife would stop but Shelly only grinded harder down against him, her velvety walls surrounding his hard cock as he pierced into her time and time again.

Marjorie slid her tongue along her lips for a moment, moistening them before slowly flicking her tongue against Shelly's hard little clit, thrilled with the fact that the moment her tongue had made contact Shelly's entire body jerked and tensed, her orgasm tearing a scream of surprise and pleasure from her. Shelly's hands reached up quickly and curled into fists in Tanner's hair, her body bucking wildly before she fell limply back against Tanner. Her breasts rising and falling rapidly as she tried to catch her breath but Marjorie didn't give her a chance to rest. No sooner had she come down from her orgasm than Marjorie attacked her. Her tongue taking long steady laps along Shelly's swollen, sensitive pussy lips, lapping at Tanner's hard cock as it continued to slid in and out of her. Flicking rapidly back and forth against her clit. One hand sliding up along Shelly's flat stomache before cupping her left breast, forefinger and thumb capturing her nipple and tugging upon it as her mouth quickly sealed around Shelly's clit, suckling it into her warm mouth, dragging her teeth ruthlessly against the sensitive little nub.

Quickly she slipped her free hand down between her own spread thighs and was thankful for having taken off her panties in the care before coming in. Her pussy was already drentched from watching Tanner and Shelly but now that Shelly's taste filled her mouth and Shelly's moans grew louder and more lusty her inner thighs were slick with her own arousal. She tore her lips away from Shelly's pussy and whispered urgently, "Fuck her hard Tan, fill her up." before savagely pressing her lips back against Shelly's pussy. Her finger slipping in and out of her own hot little hole, finger fucking herself while she continued to eat out the woman who was squirming uncontrolabley on top of Tanner.

Hearing his wife's words almost sent him over the edge. His hands cupped Shelly's breasts, one hand covering his wives as they both kneaded the soft mounds, tugging upon the nipples. Unable to resist and no longer able to think Shelly's hands darted down and laced through Marjorie's long mane, pulling Marjorie's face into her pussy more as she grinded herself up against her tongue. The sudden fierce tug was more than what Marjorie expected and the fact that Shelly dragged her into her pussy set off her own orgasm, her moans muffled into Shelly's dripping pussy, the vibrations of it making Shelly writhe with pleasure. "Oh god....oh god." Her words grew louder as her body quivered, bucking upwards against Marjorie's face and pushing down against Tanner's cock. She felt him swell inside her, heard his ragged breathing against her ear as he pressed his lips against her neck.

Tanner gave one last thrust upward, spearing himself up into Shelly's well used pussy, the trust causing her to push more fully against Marjorie's eager little mouth, and emptied himself into her again. Feeling Tanner's cock spew inside was the last thing she needed to send her over the edge yet again. Her entire body felt like one big explosion and she bucked, moaning as her walls tightened around his cock, pulling every last drop of cum from him before she fell limply back against him. She vaguely heard the sound of Tanner's husky chuckle before darkness claimed her.

A story I started awhile ago..will finish eventually. Shall post part 2 in a day or two. Enjoy.

Sense Over-Ridden

Shelly continued to curse herself as she pulled her car into one of the empty parking spots in front of the office building. She had set aside an hour to go to the gym and work out some of the stress that the week and provided, she was almost there when she remembered she didn't have her membership card on her. She spent 15 minutes throwing her house apart trying to search for that lil plastic card before it dawned on her that she might have left it in her desk at work.

Jumping out of her car she jogged up the stairs toward the locked door, her keys jingling at her side before she slipped the key into the lock and heading it, not bothering to lock the door behind her since she was only going to be there for a second. The lights were off through most of the building but as she headed toward the back offices she could see the light beaming out from beneath the closed door and that made her pause a moment. Checking her watch she frowned, it was almost 9 in the evening and she hadn't spotted any other cars out front when she pulled in. Probably just the janitor , she thought to herself. But even still she walked a bit slower as she neared the door.

Reaching out she turned the knob and found it unlocked. With a small frown she pushed it open and slipped inside, hazel eyes taking a quick scan over the area. Shrugging off the feeling of uneasiness she headed toward her desk and started to open her drawers looking for her card, figuring that whoever left the office last this afternoon must have forgotten about the lights. With a huff of annoyance she slammed her drawer shut and leaned against her desk trying to figure out where she could have misplaced the card. Shaking her head as she continued to scold herself she headed toward Mr. Tanner's office to turn off the lights before she left.

Opening the door, she was surprised to find Mr. Tanner leaning back in his chair, a ton of papers covering his desk. She opened her mouth to speak when she realized that he was reclined back in his chair, his eyes closed and looked to be . Unable to help herself she leaned against the door frame a bit and took the opprotunity to openly study him. Ever since she started working as his secretary a year ago she had a crush on him. It was true he was older than most of the guys she would have gone after or been attracted to but there had always been something about him. And he, not once ever noticed her. Not that she could blame him for that since she barely spoke at all unless he needed her to fetch something or to take notes.

Shelly had always quick gazes at him when his back was turned to her so the chance to actually look at him now had her heart pounding just a little bit faster in her chest. She loved the way he looked while he . So peaceful. His blond hair was a bit messy, which was something she wasn't used to seeing. His suit jacket was flung over the back of one of the chairs in front of his desk. The first few buttons of his shirt was undone and he had loosened his tie so that it hung low around his neck. The whole image of it just had her getting a bit wet. So many nights already she would get herself off while thinking about him and just standing here now, watching him, she felt the strong pull of desire urging her to touch herself.

Knowing better than to do something foolish like that, after all he might wake up and catch her, she cleared her throat and muttered. "Mr. Tanner...?" She said his name a few more times, a bit louder each time, in hopes or rousing him from his slumber and yet he didn't even stir. She didn't want to leave him here and let him in that chair all night. She doubt that he probably hadn't even meant to at all.

Walking around his desk she tried again. "Mr. Tanner.." Still nothing, so she leaned over and lightly tapped him on his shoulder. "Mr. Tanner..it's Shelly. Wake up, Sir." She tapped him a bit harder as she spoke and no sooner has she gotten to the end of her sentence than he suddenly sat up in his chair, the movement caught her off balance and she made the mistake of reaching out to try and steady herself by placing one hand against his shoulder and the other on his desk.

Automatically Tanner's hands darted upward to try and help her from falling but the feel of his hands upon her hips had her loose all focus and concentrate and she went tumbling into his lap. "Oh god.." She muttered it beneath her breath as she went deathly still. Move you idiot..get up and off him! She heard those words over and over in her head and yet she couldn't get herself to move.

"Shelly..?" He wasn't sure how long he had been for but to be awake so sudden and then have a warm body pressed against him, he couldn't help from responding. It was human nature after all. He blinked a few times to get the out of his eyes and to think clearly, looking around he realized he must have fallen asleep at his desk yet again, but that didn't explain why Shelly was here. Even as he wondered about that his eyes traveled down along her body, taking in the fact that she wore a pair of blue shorts and a tank top. Her long blond hair which was normally down around her shoulders was pulled up high in a pony tail. It was a different look for her, all he ever saw her in were dress suits.

"Oh god Mr. Tanner..I'm so sorry. I meant only to wake you up. I'm just so clumsy!" She spoke hurriedly as she finally snapped back to reality and started to move, trying to get up from his lap. He still had his hands curled around her waist and she felt those fingers tighten a bit as she tried to get up.

"Don't..." He wasn't sure why he said it. He surely hadn't meant to tell her to stay where she was but logic was being overriden by the sudden fierce desire to keep her in his lap. His hands eased up on their grip, giving her the option to get up if she wished but he wanted her to stay. He was sure she could feel him growing hard within his trousers beneath her.

"I..." Uncertain what to say she went still in his lap. How long had she dreamed about how it would feel to have his hands on her? To feel him against her? And now, almost like a dream she had both. She knew she should get up, beg forgiveness for her clumsiness and leave the building as quickly as she could but she didnt'. She couldn't. Instead she slowly leaned back against him so that her back was flat against his chest. Her head lulled back to rest against his shoulder, arms dangling by her side.

Her breath quickened a bit as she felt his hands start to lightly caress against her sides, his fingers easing her tank top up just a bit so that his palms could met flesh. She could have sworn at that moment her skin broke out with goosebumps and she couldn't keep the soft moan from slipping past her lips.

That moan was the only thing Tanner needed to hear to know she wanted something from him as much as he wanted something from her at that moment. And hearing that was the only incentive he needed to toss caution aside. He rocked his hips up against her ass, his mouth drifting toward her exposed neck as he started to kiss her. His groan muffled into her neck as he felt her started to rock her hips down against him.

His hands traveled further up along her sides, dragging the tank top up with him as he touched her, felt her shiver with desire, his thumbs grazing across the bottom of her breasts. Slipping his fingers beneath the band of her sports bra he pushed them up and over her breasts before his hands greedily cupped what was now exposed for him to take.

She moaned and arched her back as his thumbs circled her hardening nipples. Raising her arms above her she wrapped her arms around his neck and turned her face toward him, teasingly brushing her lips along his jawline. Her tongue darting out to trail a line of moisture down from his jaw toward his throat. Her hips continued to grind down and back against his cock and she bit at his neck as she felt him tug upon her nipples.

His hands slide down along her stomach, the desire to feel her skin against him growing so strongly that he eagerly tugged upon her shorts, grinning to himself as she lifted her hips to aid him until her shorts slide down along her legs and bunched around her feet. He watched with some amusement as she quickly kicked the shorts aside. His hands slide up along her legs, caressing up along her outer thighs before slipping inward between her legs, giving a little bit of pressure to coax her to part her legs for him.

For the moment she refused to open herself to him and just continued to rock and grind her hips down against him. The feel of his trouser against her bare ass making her become more aroused. She felt his hands caress up her hips, before them slide beneath her and started to work on unbuckling his belt and working on his pants. Once more she lifted her hips off him and inhaled sharply as she felt the tip of his cock press against her ass.

He hadn't even bothered tugging his trousers down he just freed his cock from his boxers and pulled her back down toward him so that his cock nestled between the crack of her ass. Groaning he rocked his hips against her, his precum slickening her ass so that he slide along her easily. His hands drifting down toward her thighs again and urging them to part for him.

Unable to deny him any longer she allowed him to spread her legs until both were dangling over the sides of his, spreading her widely for him. He wanted to hear her beg for him to touch her so rather than go directly toward her pussy his hands caressed the inside of her thighs as he continued to rock his cock against her ass. His thumbs so very close to the outside of her pussy that she whimpered, starting to rock her hips a bit more with desperation.

She was so very wet with the anticipation of feeling his fingers touch her. Her pussy was swollen with arousal and she knew that he would be able to feel her wetness seeping through his trousers. "Please..." The single word was given on a whimper as her fingers slipped through his hair, curling into a fist and tugging his head back a bit.

With a quickness he lifted his hand and gave her wet pussy a quick slap, grinning as he felt her body tremble from the quick contact and even more, the fact that his fingers were coated by her for that brief touch. Lifting his hand he brough his fingers to his mouth and licked at it, doing it slowly since he knew her eyes were on him now. "Mmmmm..Shelly you taste so good.."

She moaned and bit down upon her lower lip as she heard him speak. He was driving her crazy from the teasing and she had a feeling he knew that. "Please Mr. Tanner..please.." She was breaking down and all will power to have some control was leaving her.

His teasingly trailed his fingertip down between her breasts, down her stomache until finally gliding over her pussy, cupping her with the palm of her hand and he had the pleasure of watching her explode with her first orgasm. Her moans filled the office as he caressed her swollen clit with his finger. Her body trembled violently against him, her eyes fluttering closed as she started to go limp against him.

Sliding down further in his chair he lifted her up just a bit and quickly sank his cock into her warm, wet pussy. Groaning at the feel of her velvety walls tightening around his shaft. The quickness of how quickly he slammed into her left her breathless, especially after she had just had one mind numbing orgasm. She didn't have time to recover from it before she felt him pushing further into her. Slamming himself in and out of her with desperation. The intensity of it pushed her over the edge and her hands fisted in his hair once again, tugging his head back as she bucked against him.

One of his hands darted in between her spread legs and worked upon her clit, circling it with his finger before taking it between thumb and forefinger and pinching and tugging. His other hand roughly capturing her breast and squeezing. Turning their heads to face each other their lips met, tongues diving into each other's mouths.

He felt her walls griping tightly around him like a vice as she orgasmed again, her hips rocking hard back against him as she rode out her pleasure. That feeling was the only thing he needed before he throbbed and emptied into her. He thrusted his hips up hard as he filled her with his cum. The both of them breathing heavily as they collapsed back against his chair.

His finger lightly rubbing against her aching clit which caused her body to jerk against him from the sensitivity. He didn't withdrawal from her but stayed embedded deep inside as she rested against him weakly. Her hand coming down to slide over his that continued to play with her pussy. Lazily she ran the tips of her fingers back and forth across the band that was over his ring finger before awareness started to kick in. Lifting her head she glanced down and focused upon the thing she had been touching....a wedding ring. Oh god Shelly....what have you done...

So, I might have a little bit of time this week to actually sit down and write something. *laughs* That is I feel slightly in the writing mood but the problem is that I don't have anything in my head to write about! So, I suppose I'm asking for any suggestions from people. Anyone have a scenario they would like to read about? Gimme an idea and I'll attempt to write something! *giggles*

Anywho, in the mean time I figured I would post something a little different than my typical erotic stories or ramblings. I write lyrics and poetry sometimes when the mood strikes so I figured I'd share one with ya'll. Hope you don't hate it too much! *laughs*

Also hope everyone's enjoyed their weekend!

Wishfully Thinking

She floated in so quietly
A whisper in the air
Perched on your shoulder oh so gently
Her soul of souls to bare.
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"Do you know me long lost friend?"
"Long before you thought of me so kindly"
"Whispered words bestowed with love.
"Kindled in your heart a fire"
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Soft wind blows, air shifts as a chill sets in
Long lost lover's touch caressing faintly
upon bare skin so briefly
Was she here?
Was she there?
Or is my mind playing tricks on me?
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Do you know me long lost friend?
Long before you thought of me so kindly
Whispered words bestowed with love
Kindled in your heart a fire
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Is there warmth there buried in ice
A flickering of flame
Does water drip a silent stream
A crack within the frozen shell
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Wind shifts again then all is still
Silence echoing in an empty room
Presence gone no longer felt
Imaginary awakening
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Words linger in the cold dead air
Is it my imagination?
Was she here?
Was she there?
Or am I wishfully thinking..
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